I had fallen too far. I was in love with Rush Finlay.
Please. Forgive me. One more chance, Blaire. I want this. I want you.
You naked in my bed is even more unbelievably beautiful than I thought it would be… and trust me I’ve thought about it. A lot.
But you… you have no fucking clue how unbelievably beautiful and desirable you are. You’re not calculating and selfish. And you make me want to be better. –Woods
The heart wants who the heart wants. We can’t help that.
You’re every song I have ever sung. I’ll never let anything hurt you again. For the first time in my life, my dreams aren’t about me.”I lifted my eyes up to meet hiss, and he smiled.”They’re about you.” -Jax Stone
I will do anything. Anything, Blaire, just to be near you. I can’t think about anything else. I can’t focus on anything. So never think you’re inconveniencing me. You need me, I’m there.
Nothing is wrong with her that is dangerous or harmful. She just feels deeper than others
We had our thing. It is a really good memory but now we’re older. Things change.
You’re driving me crazy, Blaire. Insane, baby. Fucking insane,
You’re everything I write about in my songs, but can never have.
Blaire, even if all we do is kiss or just lay there and talk, I’m okay with that. I just wanted you up here. Close to me.
I need you. Right now. Let me love you right here, please.
We Were young. He didn’t love me. He just thought he did. Simple as that.- Blaire Lynn
Just as I’d realize that I couldn’t keep lying to her because I was in love with her, She’d realize that you can’t love a lie.”Preston Drake – “Just for Now
Whatever we had is over. It died the minute I walked downstairs and realized the world I’d always known was a lie.- Blaire Wynn
You said everything I needed to hear. I’m hooked now. You have me. What are you going to do with me?
I ain’t the only old woman looking. I’m just the only one honest enough to admit it. The others just hire the boy to cut their grass so they can sit at the window and drool.
I can’t look at you. I don’t want to talk to you. I just want my things. I want to go home.-Blaire Wynn
He may have stolen my heart or had he taken my soul? I couldn’t be sure but I refused to let him have my pride too.
Fine. You don’t want to be good enough for me, then you will never be. I deserve someone who wants to be what I need.
Depressed people tended to end things on special occasions and party goers drank too much and then got behind the wheels of vehicles. But Valentine’s Day wasn’t too bad as far as suicides and car wrecks were concerned.
She was crazy. I could be too. It was my greatest fear, that I’d snap one day too. Just like she had. I wanted to live life because if that day came I wanted to have lived once.
I wanted to live. For the father and brother who I never knew and for my mother who was cheated of a life of happiness. I wanted to live for them. And I wanted to live for me.
With one kiss, my life had been altered. It would follow a different path now. One where a woman owned my heart.
You’re the one thing I want the most in the world yet the one thing I cannot have. Because to have you completely would be impossible. You can’t go where I walk.
I stared up at the black chiffon and tried to imagine my eternity. It looked very bleak. Hopefully, insanity would claim me quickly.
He seems like a man who knows what he wants, and the problem is he wants what I want.
Most women beg me to lick them, and I give it to you for free and you push me away,” he said with a fake pout on his face.“You’re crazy.” I giggled“I’m the good kind of crazy, though.
A tightness in my chest came out of nowhere. As I listened to Amanda reassure my brother, I wanted to pull her into my arms and cry. How damn crazy was that? This girl was making me a nutcase.
It’s about finding your own twisted perfection, letting yourself fall too far andtaking a chance. If you’ve done all that. You have no reason to give up. Not now.
Sleeping on it didn’t make accepting it any easier. It seemed like a really bad dream.
But inside is my Emmy. She remembers all our adventures together. She knows that for a short time, we had it all.
The few moments of heaven were not worth the hell he put me through when he was done.